Long time...

No post, I know I only do this for my own benefit...well I have fallen badly off of my wagon I was plugging along so well at. The kids went on break at the end of September, I stopped exercising like I was and I stopped logging what I ate. So I assumed I had gained it all back. Lately I've had a few people tell me that I looked good. Hum...so today I weighed myself, I've only gain a couple of pounds back. So I'm still lower than I was in August! Yay me!! LOL

I started working a few weeks ago at Aeropastle. I'm really enjoying it, so maybe being on my feet moving around a few days is helping, plus I can't eat while I do that! LOL Any ways I'm really enjoying the job. The little bit of extra money is nice however it's gone quickly, my kids must be growing, they are eating like mad people!!

Christmas is near and I have no motivation for that. Have no idea what the big kids want. I have tree up and that's it. Don't feel like decorating anything else. I still have my boxes in my house. It's so cold outside it snowed near by on Monday. I feel like hibernating today! LOL Ok off I go to do something!

Happy Sweet 16 Kacey!!!

Today my baby girl is 16!!! It's so hard to believe how fast time has flown by!

Yesterday we went to see Wicked! It was the best thing ever! Kacey was so pumped after she saw it. She's big into theater right now!


She's also having a theme party today at my mom's. Everyone is coming dressed as someone famous from the 50/60. Being that these are Theater Kids I'm sure they'll come in character as well. I've actually been given permission to take a picture of each kid dressed up!

Slow and steady wins the race!

Has to be my new motto! I am down another pound. I'll take it! I had a few cupcakes over the weekend from Austin's party, followed by a few chocolate chip cookies. So the fact that the rest of my week was good and I still hit the gym 4 times is fabulous! I'm also down to a new digit in my weight so that's exciting! I'm not ready to say where I am give me another 10 lbs. LOL I'm down 9 altogether now.

Oh and I also figured out the false really low weight that one week. This morning when I first stepped on the scale it told me I was 4 lbs lighter that I really am. I was like no way did I lose 5 lbs. So I moved the scale and tried again and was down 1 lb. Which was much more believable. So I felt the floor with my foot. It's believed in that spot! LOL

Fun weekend ahead. Last 2 performances of Macbeth for Kacey, I'm selling tickets tonight so I should be able to see the play again myself! Bailey has a soccer tournament, so 2 games tomorrow (have to leave at 6 am! Yuck on that part! LOL) and at least 1 on Sunday.

But what will I be doing on Sunday you ask????????

I'm going to see...



I'm taking Kacey for her 16th, yes I said 16! Birthday! Wohoo! It will be our first musical of this caliber. My mom and Tom are going with us. I'm so excited!!!

I'm mad at the scale today!!!

Why can't losing weight be as easy as gaining it is? LOL Weigh in day, down one messly pound. I guess it's better than being up but damn! When is eating right and working out 5 days a week going to pay off??

I did get into an older pair of pants yesterday that are a size smaller, so I guess I just have to be patient!

Kacey had opening night of her first play last night. Macbeth, it was amazing! I'm just in awe of how wonderful a high school performance can be! She rocked! Even if she bearly said anything! LOL

Today Austin is 14!!

It's hard to believe that this cute little 1 year old, happy, chubby, loveable, cutie is now a rotten teen! LOL Ok he's not rotten but he is a teen and sure acts like one. LOL

Hope you have a great Birthday Austin! Mommy loves you!

D Day!

Well Fridays have now become my official weigh in day. After last week when I weighed myself early and got all excited because I was down 10.5. I don't know what was going on that day, and I guess I shouldn't have gotten excited becasue today I'm up 3.5 lbs. With excersizing every SINGLE day since last Friday and eatting well, besides last Friday when I went to a babyshower, but even then I didn't go CRAZY. Oh well I'm still happy that I've lost 7 lbs since Aug 26th. I did start AF on Tuesday so maybe a touch of it is that but I really don't get it other wise. I was really high the begining of the week, so I know I took weight back off. It's a bummer but I'm moving on and looking forward.

On another note. My sweet little B has been gone since Tuesday at Science Camp. She comes back today around 3:00 pm. I'm really anxious to see her. We received 2 calls on Wednsday taht she was coughing a lot and them wanting to give her some allergy meds. Darn it if I forogt to have her take her daily stuff the 2 days prior to her going and then again forgot to back it with her. So she might be a big puffy grouchy mess when she gets home. Which won't fair well for her 6:45 soccer game tongiht. That we need to leave around 5:30 to get to. Not much down time for her or time to rest. I hope she's being a trooper and comes home happy!!!

Then there's little E, she has missed B so badly. She's been lonely, on top of B being gone, the big K has been at play practice every night this week until at least 10:00 pm. Yesterday we took dinner to K and little E was crushed that she didn't acctually get to see her when we took it. Her dear (LOL yeah right) brother had been nothing but mean and picking on her since they've been the only 2 home all week.

Here's too a nice long soccer weekend! Hope you enjoy yours!

Blah blah blah!!!

I'm having one of those weeks, sitting at home feeling sorry for myself. No money to do anything or go anywhere, including the grocery store. Sucks! I really wish I could find a job during the day.

I'm afraid to weigh in tomorrow, I think last Friday's really low weight was a fluke, I'm much higher today, and I've been working out like crazy and still eating well. I'm so bummed already. But at least I haven't self defeated myself by going on a binge to make it better. Wish I hadn't weighed myself last Friday! LOL Oh well got to roll with the punches eventually I'll get down to what my fake weight was last week! LOL